英语翻译I don't know since when I chang

英语翻译
I don"t know since when I changed to
such a cold-hearted guy
I have to warm this frozen icy
lonly heart to thaw
I like being wrapped with warmness more than
anything else for sure
I"m gonna make my coming days to be filled
with laughter and joy
I let myself down that I"m more cruel
than I thought I would be
I"m just a loser who ends up by
caring for my soul
I don"t give my heart to no one cause I
don"t wanna waste my time
I pied to love this loneliness to
slip out of this lonesome hole
Sorrow is what I hate
but it"s gown my sensation
Regrets taught me how
to make any hard decisation
Peace is always by my side
but I never felt it once
Love is not the word
only for the sweet romance
Well I"m scared,scared,scared,scared
to death
And I"m scared to keep on going on my way
Yeah~
Well I"m scared,scared,scared,scared
to death
And I"ll tell myself I"m special till the end
Recalling my torn broken,aching
heart of these long days
And all the memories I wanted to
forget for making leaps
Recalling,breaking,aching,crying
making sure to me
And I take all and grin at my future
on the way
Yeah~
Sorrow is what I hate
but it"s gown my sensation
Regrets taught me how
to make any hard decisation
Peace is always by my side
but I never felt it once
Love is not the word
only for the sweet romance
Yeah~
Well I"m scared,scared,scared,scared
to death
And I"m scared to keep on going on my way
Yeah~
Well I"m scared,scared,scared,scared
to death
And I"ll tell myself I"m special till the end
I don"t give my heart to no one cause I
don"t wanna waste my time
I pied to love this loneliness to
slip out of this lonesome hole